I felt this huge crescendo of emotions today, up until hearing sweet Natalie's voice. It is odd, but when she told of the postponed date, the crescendo immediately crashed and I actually feel quite peaceful. I have had literally no appetite since yesterday morning (shocking for me), and now leftovers sound really good.
Hebrews 13:6 -- So we say with confidence,
"The Lord is my helper; I will not be afraid.
What can man do to me?"